Now I have to see people react to cringy reviews that I did 2 years ago..... the horror, guys I am really spooked can we tank bus drivers for Spookmass?
I can't believe that I couldn't just move on and actually raged at bad games. The spelling errors and other stuff are still things I do today because I dunno, I should just review everything before I post it.
I guess I was just too stressed out or something, you know I spent a lot of time on this site in 2016 (and maybe 2017 too) and it was mainly just because I was bored and wanted to waste my life (Not a waste, because it wasn't productive, but because it was just not too fun, doesn't make me too happy to review and play new games and underjudgement for 7 hours, but still did it)
(I wish I could make this last paragraph invisble or something EDIT:Because it's a bit unrelated from the main thing)
NyanaCreation
everyone makes mistakes and sometimes your cringy reviews can be one of those but you can see it in a more positive light ^^ atleast you learned from it what to not do and learned to move on and you got better from that point even though it can be really cringy. sometimes everyone does things and later you really question why. but i atleast hope even with the cringe you now are more happy about where your now then back then ^^
SimonGhoul (Updated )
Honestly I wish I can look back a these and learn something from them but I can't, I don't think I learned something from them and it's just like a image of who I was before and how I mean I was to people.
I really wish I can look back at these reviews like I usually do in the past, like just a thing that happened, but it really is just, makes me feel bad at how I probably made some of these people feel especially those who were filled with criticism. I got a game on my computer called locky lacko and I suppose it's from someone from newgrounds that also made games on gamejolt, I can no longer find this person and I doubt I was the main reason but I think I was part of the reason along with many others, that's just shitty. It's not just guilt since most of them still do their stuff and he probably is doing something great today, the guy who deleted their gamejolt, it's more of just feeling bad, it's just too toxic. In other sites like g+ and youtube when I see my old comments I at least don't feel bad because I wasn't as toxic and mean, makes me feel like "ok this was dumb but I am different now so whatever", but newgrounds? specially with the fact that most people do read reviews? ow
I mean it's not a big deal with it still is so AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD: